Hi all, it's my Life Story ...
I'm 23 years old right now. When I was in the 11th Grade exam Leave,
I joined a tuition class for 12th grade.
May 2018 saw her First time. It was a first sight at love.
I'm not that much of a bright student till 11th grade, and I've always been an average student.
After joining the tuition, I studied a lot. I'm sincerely a lot because I want to impress her and i want her to be friends with her . Fortunately everything is gone smooth and fine.
After 1 year later Exactly can Jan 2019 she said no, i like you has friend she said after a month Feb 19 Said Ok and she said kissed me i kissed her exchanged the ring.
After the results came, she got 450 above, i got 370 above, And She joined a Coaching for CA Foundation, and I joined a college, B.Com + I did CA Foundation with self-study
During our relationship, we talk for around 3 to 4 hours, and a Lot of fights come here and there, whatever it's sorted out within a maximum of one Week
We are both too toxic sometimes, and also many times. Both of us are too possessive of our relationship In Whenever I feel low, she make my motivates me. Generally, she takes care a lot mental health, and at the same level, she will be given some care. A lot, In small Fight came actually why came why fought i don't know During fight I've scold in Local Word or Cheap words even i doesn't meaning the words after only I googled meaningof the word, She said i will wont work we can break up this relationship, in tension i also okay we can broke up like that, it was mutual broke up tho. We broke in 2021.
And I've Cleared My Foundation Exams 2021 but she didn't cleared the in between she enrolled the UG its has completed on 2023 , After that she enrolled a Through direct now She Cleared G1 on May 2024, in both Groups, and she is going on an article ship.
After 2021, I was very depressed till date fell to lonely, anxious and depressed, guilty of myself,
LOWER MIDDLE CLASS FAMILY +LOVE FAILURE + FAMILY ISSUE + FINANCIAL ISSUE + STILL NOT EVEN CLEARED GROUP 1 INTER * EIGHT ATTEMPTS I'VE APPEARED FOR THE EXAMS
During the relationship, she had a lot of male friends she hung out with regularly. Note, we are in Long Distance relationship at that time.
Two or three friends said, She Happily Living, and she moved on and also into another relationship with that particular male friend. I didn't believe that still, I know how she is
Doesn't know why I'm still thinking about her, even though I'm not able to sleep fully at all to date, I'm taking Supplements for Sleep like MENTAT, ASHWAGHANA, like that.
LOWER MIDDLE CLASS FAMILY +LOVE FAILURE + FAMILY ISSUE + FINANCIAL ISSUE + STILL NOT EVEN CLEARED GROUP 1 INTER * EIGHT ATTEMPTS I'VE APPEARED FOR THE EXAMS kills a lot I'm not even not I'm proper mental state I think so
She gave me Lot of Happiness into the life, she gave me Strength, She Made me, and one thing in 2019 my birthday she cut cake behalf me, 2019 i haven't cut the cake for birthday that first and last birthday peacefully celebrated, Beautiful fact i was video call she cut the cake with her friends. In the same way, she gave a lot of pain and suffering to life.
After that, I'm not able to be friendly with women, I'm not able to get into another relationship, and I'm afraid of facing women. I'm hurting myself, I don't like myself