Anonymous

I have problems with my boyfriend. We’ve been together for 7 months now and initially we were fwb. He started to act like a boyfriend after a month or so therefore we made it official. I’d like to respect his privacy so i never touch his phone unless i want to change a song on spotify or smthing like that. But I recently found out he still kept his ex’s picture as one of his wallpaper(I believe he changes it to smthing different when he’s around me). I confronted him and all he said is he forgot to delete it. We’ve been arguing a lot ever since. Also, only a few of his friends knows that we are together. None of his family knows and he never posts me on his socials at all. I understand if he wants the relationship to be private but now it just seems like this relationship is a secret(non of his family knows btw). I went over to his place a few times when we were fwb and i saw his ex’s stuff still laying around but at that point I’m completely fine with that. I went over again few days ago and the stuffs are still there. BFFR wtf should I do at this point.


Anonymous

i feel like everything in my life is going wrong and I don't know what to do about it. I'm just so tired of everything


Anonymous

I had a friend who was a little bit more than a friend, but we decided to stay friends because he was moving. But I still care about him like a lot. NOW he has a crush on my friend (Jay), and she's literally leading him on. He's coming down for a funeral, and were' all going to hang out (me, Jay, and him). AND SHE'S GOING TO BLOCK HIM THE SECOND HE LEAVES!!! He doesn't deserve that, and I want to tell him but I don't want Jay to be mad at me, and he seems so happy. I don't want to crush his heart especially because he's already hurt from his grandpa's death/funeral. IDK what to do


Anonymous

The feeling where your mother says you’re not worthy for your life… damnnnn wish I could hear that every passing second of my life so that o can die peacefully…


Anonymous

The feeling where your mother says you’re not worthy for your life… damnnnn wish I could hear that every passing second of my life so that o can die peacefully…


Anonymous

Tired. So tired from school. Today wis the one of those days where unwinding on a quiet night isn't enough. From the start of the day, I had to actively review for both of my subs, while also monitoring our business booth (we had an event where we sell our products for each section as part of our curriculum), seeing the progress of other teams and such. First Sub, and my teacher suddenly gives the class an activity. I tried to finish it in time but I wasn't (brain isn't functioning well), it's a good thing that the submission is next though. Next sub is where we had a discussion and can't focus on it. My mind almost go completely blank from the stress I've been having these past few days. From then onwards, I feel as if I'm about to collapse from fatigue and mental burnout. After class ended and have a little lunch), I immediately went to my friend's house to finish our booths and to teach my members in making egg-drop sandwiches (yes, that's my class's product and also coffee shake). I show them what ingredients needed, how to cook, etc. I also went and check the booth, who was outside the house, to see it's progress. Apparently, there were some of those people assigned were almost about to argue with each other (good thing my Friend stopped it from happening). The product making is a success, the booth is in great condition (just needing designs) and then our research began to haunt me. We had to revise our research papers instructed by our statistician.. I couldn't handle it anymore so I entrusted it onto my colleagues (they were also there for product making). Then begins at night where before I went home, I had a little drink at the park (tried drinking light beer, but tasted awful). Once I went home, I rushed into my bed and wanted to sleep, but didn't. I watched multiple YouTube videos to escape fatigue and stress. AND EVEN ALL THAT WASN'T ENOUGH.I...am...so tired


Anonymous

Do you ever feel so unappreciated at your job that it genuinely makes you sad. I was told I was getting this promotion last year and they chose people that haven’t been here as long as I have and have only had experience in my feild for less than 2 years while I have 4+ year experience. Just makes me feel unappreciated and upset


Anonymous

I have these contacts that fix my eyes over night and they’re rlly good and rlly effective but I got them recently still getting use to them yk but I low-key hate having to put them iin and out ngl but worth it to be able to see anyways I also haven’t rlly gotten a proper night sleep for like 3 weeeks lol bc my parents on holiday I looked after the dogs and all that but they gotta be up by DUCZKING 8 !!!! Like why lol but anyways I wear these contacts and also some context my parents r drunkards jot in the context they’re abusive and ALWAYS ALWAAYS a drink but like when I get home from school like 30 mins later they drunk so that’s not nice rlly yk but anyways today I Had to put the vconqyyce in and I lost one I rlly freaked out bc these literally change the shape of ur eye !! So if it’s in the. Wrong place then lol what happens uk????????? I call for my mum bc she’s my everything and she doesn’t do anything rlly, they’re both too drunk too care and I just fell worthless so much


Anonymous

Shanene Brown is a nappy head ghetto bitch who lies for her sexual predator convict husband so she can still get government checks. +1(484)477-6477


Anonymous

I am worried about my upcoming CA inter exams.. This is my 2md attempt and going to give exams for only one group. I literally felt that exams will be held on June month as the past trends are like that.. I was so sure that exams will be held on June so I prepared according to that and ICAI gave a tight slap.. I lost all my confidence.. And for the past 10 days I am stuck . Only 20 days are more for the exams and I can't do anything.. I told my parents that I would clear the exams in the next attempt after failing in the nov. But now the it feels like the same thing is repeating..and there's a change in the exam pattern which makes me more anxious coz I don't know how to prepare for both groups in the period of 3.5 months if I didn't clear the exams in may. My elder brother and cousin are CA's which makes me more anxious. I don't know how to handle the pressure.. Don't know Why I am so down.. Feel like came close to the finish line.. But didn't cross that.. Let the time and God heal me...


Anonymous

Having fun with those fake smiles all around you and backbiting was kinda sad Yeah yup Ik that they were talking about me but there was smthg that made me not listen to them but I couldn’t stop my ears to listen them So now my hearts all swelled up with all those rants They have ruined me good for them


Anonymous

Having fun with those fake smiles all around you and backbiting was kinda sad Yeah yup Ik that they were talking about me but there was smthg that made me not listen to them but I couldn’t stop my ears to listen them So now my hearts all swelled up with all those rants They have ruined me good for them


Anonymous

These people around me Why do they like to hurt me ? Like bro Ik that I’m fat you don’t need to poke that and body shame me everytime you find a free way Why tf? Does it make you happy ? It doesn’t make tho it makes me loose my confidence and everything I build with those positive thoughts of mine It shatters like the glass shatters into a lot and log of pieces It’s hard to again attach them It’s paining a lottt I wish I was never BORN


Anonymous

Idk what to write but I want to rant a lot like a lot there’s not a day I’ve thinking that I’m the worst thinking of everyone and except me I feel every singe second of my life as waste like maybe spent


Anonymous

I am so pissed off because so many things 1. I have fucking school tommorow and just got back from a tournement with a few hours on sleeping. 2. I just wasted a shit much money and wasted it to get at home nails or what not I CANT GET 3 OFF and am hurting right now 3. My teamates are falling apart and i dont know what to do cause they rely on me to boast up their confidence I JUST GOT MY NAIL OFF YAYYYY 4. I am just not feeling it because I feel like I am too extra around my firends and I am trying to change that but Idk how. 5. Im so fucking tired but I have to get these 2 fucking nails off first cause i aint walking around school like that 6. my gerbils FUCKING SHIT WATER just spilled in their tank so now i funna clean it up 7. i still have to unpack too like i dont have time for that bull crap 8. i am getting my braces off soon and i am afraid that i will look ugly cause latly i havent been feeling pretty


Anonymous

I've been noticing lately that i'm being obsessive to my friend. When I was on my lowest, she knew and asked if i was okay and it was never the others. I've been feeling weird around her a lot, it's not love and i feel pretty "clingy" towards her. I've been collecting her hairs and putting them in a box (i've got appx. 20 hairs by now). Her sticky notes that she's been passing around to us for the last few months, i also saved them. I wondered if this was normal behavior for a 15 year old? I'd like some advice please.


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Anonymous

Female here ..Some times be ranting good to feel here team . I have not convinced myself meet any therapist... Reason: I don't want to be mentally weak front of therapy or myself feel low ....I never try front of mirror too... After long time today cried.. LOVE MAKE US PAIN , I KNOW THAT ... WHY I CANT TRY TO WIN IN MARRAIGE ?? Love [ 8 year of love ] marriage finally failed after 3.5 year of marriage ... He is failed in career , for that reason anyone run from home / kid and wife .. he is run from life.. Anyway I can't escape my life like him to leave my baby alone in this world ... I'm strong .. I'm not reason for he ran from our life , after police verification..conclude all both family ..Me and my kid not reason ... But I cant able to sleep , think about reason Why he is leave me ? Why without notes? I am not capable to handle family ?? Why he is leave us just like unknown person?? I have choosen wrong person ??? Why me ? Why he is leave me ??my mind want reason... atleast before my life end... Until ill be waiting for answer ... Waiting for answer ... I never accept him in my life any more as husband or lover too or my son father too ... one person leave from responsibility in life , he is not capable to hold relationship anymore.. I don't believe second marriage is option.. Be alone is ok.. Thank team.. reading words... Looking forward solution in your insta story.. I want to over come stress


Anonymous

Im going insane but i think im not. I dont know how to explain my shit. I see shadows creeping towards me when i turn theyre not there, i hear shit people dont hear. I dont even know if what happened was real. I forget what happened even if it was just that morning, i dont know if the shit ive done or seen has actually happened. And these dont even happen often im fuckibg crazy its either it shows up once or twice a month or i could live normal for months then suddenly i go crazy again a day could turn into weeks to months. I dont know what im doing i cant eat i cant clean my room all i do is sleep i dont even dream. Or i cant sleep and i keep waking up in the middle of the night and i hear shit ALOT i dont know anymore. I want to kill myself but i dont . Im just bored like nothing is worth doing shit anymore i just wanna rot in my room. Sometimes i look at someone and think what if i bashed their head into the fucking wall and then im woken up by them asking if im still listening to what ever the hell they were saying. Im going crazy or maybe im not. I dont know


Anonymous

Im going insane but i think im not. I dont know how to explain my shit. I see shadows creeping towards me when i turn theyre not there, i hear shit people dont hear. I dont even know if what happened was real. I forget what happened even if it was just that morning, i dont know if the shit ive done or seen has actually happened. And these dont even happen often im fuckibg crazy its either it shows up once or twice a month or i could live normal for months then suddenly i go crazy again a day could turn into weeks to months. I dont know what im doing i cant eat i cant clean my room all i do is sleep i dont even dream. Or i cant sleep and i keep waking up in the middle of the night and i hear shit ALOT i dont know anymore. I want to kill myself but i dont . Im just bored like nothing is worth doing shit anymore i just wanna rot in my room. Sometimes i look at someone and think what if i bashed their head into the fucking wall and then im woken up by them asking if im still listening to what ever the hell they were saying. Im going crazy or maybe im not. I dont know


Anonymous

Hi everyone my name is Hannah Cooper, i live in Juneau, Alaska. I completely trusted Dr Uwaifo totally from the time I spoke with him during the period my husband Left me after 7 years of our marriage, He started the spell work on my husband, and gave me so much assurance and guaranteed me that he was going to bring my husband back to me in 48 hours of the spell casting. I was so confident in his work and just as he said in the beginning, my husband is finally back to me, yes he is back with all his heart, Love, care, emotions and flowers and things are better with us now. I would have no hesitation to recommend this powerful spell caster to anybody who is in need of help. Dr Uwaifo website: https://druwaifospelltempl.wixsite.com/my-site-1 or his mail: druwaifospelltemple@gmail.com you can send him WhatsApp:1(315) 277-2762


Anonymous

Hi everyone my name is Hannah Cooper, i live in Juneau, Alaska. I completely trusted Dr Uwaifo totally from the time I spoke with him during the period my husband Left me after 7 years of our marriage, He started the spell work on my husband, and gave me so much assurance and guaranteed me that he was going to bring my husband back to me in 48 hours of the spell casting. I was so confident in his work and just as he said in the beginning, my husband is finally back to me, yes he is back with all his heart, Love, care, emotions and flowers and things are better with us now. I would have no hesitation to recommend this powerful spell caster to anybody who is in need of help. Dr Uwaifo website: https://druwaifospelltempl.wixsite.com/my-site-1 or his mail: druwaifospelltemple@gmail.com you can send him WhatsApp:1(315) 277-2762


Anonymous

I have this one guys in my class and his my crush. we've been classmate for 2yrs now, I didn't even noticed him before but now, i can't even move onnn mygosh. He became my friend we're in a same friend group now and i confess to him 2 times i feel to desperate but i can't keep my feelings to myself its too much torture to me haha. The fact that he never rejected me and also never said his feelings to me like are we still friends after that his not clear enough for me to understand and not assume, he's giving me bunch of mix signals and i don't know what to do. I am not the only one who have a crush on him in the whole campus we're more than 2 i think and he's fucking confusing oduhsiuhf its giving me headache... i hate him but i can't, i want to swear him but i can't


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Anonymous

i feel so so tired of everything, and i can't even complain about it. i hate everything about myself to the point that everyone pissed me off i overthink everyday and again i fcking hate it. and this guy that i like is giving me hard time i cry at night because of him he gives me mix signals and he never rejected me even though i confess the second time like fcking need his confirmation if he likes me or he still wants to be friends with me, the fact that i really hate him but i don't i can't even explain my feelings if i am hurt or not.


Anonymous

I'm so tired of disappointing my mom and beating myself up over my failures. I have never felt so alone, frustrated and lonely in my life until now. It hurts to think about what happened, talking about it makes me want to slit my throat. Killing myself is the easiest and fastest option to get rid of these negative thoughts in my head. I used to see the beauty in silence but now, I find it unbearable, slowly killing me from the inside out. I don't show it to anyone but I think I'm depressed. I haven't felt the energy to live these past few months and everyday I wake up, I want to escape my nightmare called my life. I just want to be okay, not happy, just okay but even that seems impossible. Suicidal thoughts enter my mind once in a while but just thinking about how my mom would react and how much of a financial burden my funeral will be, stops me from escaping my life permanently. Life's tough but considering the hardships my family and I continuously suffer, ending my life seems convincing. But I can't be selfish, I have my mom to think about.


Anonymous

I'm 21 years old... yet... I got thrashed and beaten up so badly... by my dad.. so badly that my lips were bleeding... my mouth is sore... my whole body is sore and painful... my hand is bruised... met feet is bruised... my feet is violet-green coloured after he stompted and rubbed on my foot... it hurts so badly... he choked my neck and it hurts every time I turn my head... or swallow.... it hurts like hell... I just... feel like dying... My mom and sister just stood and did not move an inch.. while he was doing all this to me.... I just had a panic attack... it feels awful....


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Anonymous

I’m so tiredddd, if I have lots of money, I would have transferred to another school so bad. I’m tired with the teachers, dean and all of them. I don’t understand myself either, I’m just so tired and tired and fucking relentlessly tired


Anonymous

I’m so tiredddd, if I have lots of money, I would have transferred to another school so bad. I’m tired with the teachers, dean and all of them. I don’t understand myself either, I’m just so tired and tired and fucking relentlessly tired


Anonymous

I want to transfer school so bad! I have a lot of traumas here, despite the honors I gave to the school, they don’t even recognize it! I’m so done with this fucking school


Anonymous

ur so fkcing retarted bro. why r u still w me? texting me? getting mad when i go ghost? ignore you? but it’s ok for u to do that and so i get mad shit no. wanted to stay as friends after what i did to you in the past? what you did to me in the past? what we’ve done to each other in the past. what don’t you understand i dont see you like that anymor. getting so pissed but you said we’ll cope together and forget the past? said right person wrong time but still want to give it a chance later on? don’t you think it’s time to slowly drift away?. u deverse to much better bro. starting to get really annoyed and anxious seeing you’re messages pop up. got to understand you were my first wlw relationship and 1st ever relationship also bro and that shit just destroyed me so badly and you’re still here. why can’t u forget me like all you’re other exs you’ve dated. i’m sorry but damn bro all i see in you in trauma, trauma you caused me. ok bye i js needed to rant


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Anonymous

ok so i have been dating this guy for about 2 months now prior he was my friend and then we dated and shit happened... this was last year in june when we first dated. he ghosted everyone since he went through things and then in February of this year i met his friend and we talked. His friend said that he has been talking about me and feels bad that he left me, so he gave me his new socials and we started talking again and here are dating again. so the thing is ive seen he changed his is understandable since its been months since we last spoke or seen each other. but i know for a fact this is different since he isnt as clingily as he was. so i did some digging and found this one girl on his tik tok following, so i went to her pfp and they have known each other for a while which is what ever but he has never mentioned her. so i let it go for a little until he got very distant and i went back to her pfp. her bio changed to "i love my stupid bf" which is cool ig, but when i went to her following there was an account with my bfs name that he just made it seemed like. so i clicked on the new account and saw his bio was "i love my gf so much." so i knew he was cheating but the thing is that i didnt care. i felt that he loved me more since he spends more time with me and text me 24/7. i love him a lot i have since i met him, and my mindset is that if he spends more time with me he loves me more... now skip to currently like a couple weeks ago.. so he unadded her on everything, she added me on tik tok and i told him. he immediately told me to block her and i did but it felt weird. so i brought it up and he said it was someone whos caused problems before and that she would get in my head... but never said who and how he knows her. but recently after we fought for a day we sat down and talked about what bothers us, and we have been good. everyday we call and talk and go to sleep otp but i still have the feeling he has a connection with her through something.


Anonymous

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I FEEL SO PISSED!


Anonymous

I feel so shitty and more frustrated that I’m like this. I don’t like my friends and I find their presence in general annoying, I just want to be alone but of course I can’t just ignore them, that’s going to look bad for me. But I get so fucking frustrated by them even if they didn’t do anything and I hate being a bad friend. I really really try to not fucking think like this, idk why tf am I like this. I mean I don’t show this side to them, I have to pretend I’m happy and cheerful but I’m so fucking tired of this. Am I just a bad person? Like wtf I don’t wanna feel this fucking way I really tried I really fucking do to be a good person but these negative thoughts won’t just fucking go away like tf haha


Anonymous

I'm tired. I thought being a gifted kid could be a key to get close to mom. It's not fair, I always did everything I could. I wanted to hear you telling me how proud are you to me... Why can't you notice me? Do you hate me that much?? Why? Please I'm begging Why can't you just look at me once?


Anonymous

It's so unfair


Anonymous

My friend hardly lets me do anything during the internship. I started my university internship with a friend of mine, and at first, we were always very happy to work together; we always enjoy collaborating. Lately, she has found herself dealing with many assignments, and for this reason, I have often offered to do things alone at home so that she can work on other tasks or rest. There have been two occasions when I openly told her to stay home one morning to avoid giving a presentation, and I would gladly do it without her, but she insisted on coming anyway. There have been two occasions when we agreed that I would take care of some tasks or do them the next day, but when I got home, she sent me messages saying she had done everything alone and hadn't thought to inform me. On one hand, I think, "Okay, I don't have to worry about it; I have more time to catch up on the classes I couldn't attend," but on the other hand, I think I would like to do something and show my supervisors that I am also working. Doubt overwhelms me because my friend can be very passive-aggressive, and I remain silent just because I am a very calm person by nature, but I fear that sooner or later, she will reproach me for not working as much as she did. In the end, it was her choice to do my tasks without informing me or waiting for me.


Anonymous

My friend hardly lets me do anything during the internship. I started my university internship with a friend of mine, and at first, we were always very happy to work together; we always enjoy collaborating. Lately, she has found herself dealing with many assignments, and for this reason, I have often offered to do things alone at home so that she can work on other tasks or rest. There have been two occasions when I openly told her to stay home one morning to avoid giving a presentation, and I would gladly do it without her, but she insisted on coming anyway. There have been two occasions when we agreed that I would take care of some tasks or do them the next day, but when I got home, she sent me messages saying she had done everything alone and hadn't thought to inform me. On one hand, I think, "Okay, I don't have to worry about it; I have more time to catch up on the classes I couldn't attend," but on the other hand, I think I would like to do something and show my supervisors that I am also working. Doubt overwhelms me because my friend can be very passive-aggressive, and I remain silent just because I am a very calm person by nature, but I fear that sooner or later, she will reproach me for not working as much as she did. In the end, it was her choice to do my tasks without informing me or waiting for me.


Anonymous

My friend hardly lets me do anything during the internship. I started my university internship with a friend of mine, and at first, we were always very happy to work together; we always enjoy collaborating. Lately, she has found herself dealing with many assignments, and for this reason, I have often offered to do things alone at home so that she can work on other tasks or rest. There have been two occasions when I openly told her to stay home one morning to avoid giving a presentation, and I would gladly do it without her, but she insisted on coming anyway. There have been two occasions when we agreed that I would take care of some tasks or do them the next day, but when I got home, she sent me messages saying she had done everything alone and hadn't thought to inform me. On one hand, I think, "Okay, I don't have to worry about it; I have more time to catch up on the classes I couldn't attend," but on the other hand, I think I would like to do something and show my supervisors that I am also working. Doubt overwhelms me because my friend can be very passive-aggressive, and I remain silent just because I am a very calm person by nature, but I fear that sooner or later, she will reproach me for not working as much as she did. In the end, it was her choice to do my tasks without informing me or waiting for me.


Anonymous

I always tell people to not die or give up when i myself can't do that.


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Anonymous

I decided to give it a try today. Some people told me if you needed to talk about your problems talk to someone who you'll trust. It's actually really good, the weight got off me. I feel like i can move again, but decided not to spill anything about my suicide attempts or else they'd warn my parents. So the point of this is please talk to someone, i've been struggling with social anxiety and this actually helps. I hope that any of you guys will do the same. :)


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Anonymous

I'm really worried about my CA foundation xams. This is my 2nd attempt. I never experienced failure in my life. This is the first time, I'm experiencing. I'm feeling bad. I'm not comfortable with my institute due to their coaching. As it is, new syllabus I don't know how to prepare bcoz of vast portions. Even I too having few prbms in my relationship. V both are studying CA. So, we both were separated temporarily to concentrate on our career, goals and v both r are willing to be financially independent in future. So, v have zero contact past 6 months. It's really hard for me. I really miss him nd v both are having certain misunderstandings too. I hope one day my life will change as I wish. As I'm 1st child, I'm having lot of responsibilities to fulfill. I'm totally confused.


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Anonymous

A person said he wants to die instead of being alive in a random rant. This is to him and also whomever watching it. Can i tell you smtg? I dont want to compare myself with your problems I jus want to tell you how's my life is going on to you, so that you cab decide about yourself. So around 2020 December i Had my first CA Foundation exam of which i couldn't give my best coz my dad passed away. We found his body in Banglore lodge after two days a half decayed body. He had an affair with a stripper and he sold all the assets of ours worth 76 crores, and now me, my mom and my sister couldn't even afford for a food for next meal. My sister would've cleared CA Final if she didn't have this much of problems. My dad got so much of debt hence we get spam call daily asking for money and threatening us to kill if we couldn't repay. Imagine three ladies running a family without knowing will we be alive or not by next day. I spend most of my times in Court and police stations than my house, my father has a lot of FIRs Filed for debt repayment and we have to defend all those allegations. In the amidst of all of it, a guy is being runnin behind me torchuring me, askin to accept his proposals.. he tried to physically abuse me twice, and he morphed all of my pictures to upload online.I couldn't concentrate on studies and now it's my 4th attempt in CA foundtion. Imagine how hard it is for 3 females to run a family. And i still chose to live. I still chose to defend everything. No matter what comes next am ready to face it all. And that's the spirit is what i believe. I jus want to say that No matter what jus dont give up on life what you goin thru is hard but if u turn back and see after a while you'll it's all worth. Sending you hugs and loves. It's all bout mentality please be careful with handling your mind. It's all about mindset darling. Change your mindset go restart everything rock it all.. sending you so much love and positivity


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Anonymous

You were the only one who noticed my self-harm scars and consoled me. You're truly the only one who understands me. That day i decided to end things, but you stopped me. You'll never know how much i cried that night.


Anonymous

i wonder what you would've done, what you would've thought. had our places been switched, would you end up here too? do the whispers of a certain falsehood bother you as much as me? have you gone from the kid nobody wants on their team (because they're just empty space) to the kid nobody wants on their team (because they're just empty space and a goddamn weirdo too) in less than five minutes? have you struggled and fallen and picked yourself back up just to be beat down again time after time again? i wonder if you know what any of this feels like. what was really going through that brain when laughter spouted from their lips. what they had to do to avoid crying in the hall. what they couldn't do to avoid crying in the car. lying down in bed for much longer than anticipated after coming home. i wonder if you will ever know.


Anonymous

I was talking to this guy in January for like two weeks and I know that’s a really short time but we talked about a lot of things that were really important and got to know each other super seriously. We both really liked each other but we broke things off mutually because he felt that he needed to be set in life before pursuing a serious relationship with me because he felt like I deserved that. Idk it feels really stupid typing it out but everything we connected on was so spot on and perfect and ugh I just wish we were still talking in some way. He would still update a playlist he made for me from time to time but he hasn’t in a while which is fine but I kind of want to text him even tho I know it’ll just ruin everything. I don’t know man I miss that guy and I look for him in every guy I talk to now just because of how well we meshed. Life is so fucking annoying sometimes


Anonymous

I was talking to this guy in January for like two weeks and I know that’s a really short time but we talked about a lot of things that were really important and got to know each other super seriously. We both really liked each other but we broke things off mutually because he felt that he needed to be set in life before pursuing a serious relationship with me because he felt like I deserved that. Idk it feels really stupid typing it out but everything we connected on was so spot on and perfect and ugh I just wish we were still talking in some way. He would still update a playlist he made for me from time to time but he hasn’t in a while which is fine but I kind of want to text him even tho I know it’ll just ruin everything. I don’t know man I miss that guy and I look for him in every guy I talk to now just because of how well we meshed. Life is so fucking annoying sometimes


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Anonymous

i know for a fact that they regret having me. cause i know if they didnt have me they wouldnt have problems about money and they would only give attention to my older sister. im sorry but i wish i was never been born


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Anonymous

i never asked to be born. i wish im dead. i wish im never alive. i wish my life to end


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Anonymous

Maybe you're joking about telling me to go kys, but it isn't funny. You don't know how it feels to get told that. I'm sorry if i upset you, i won't bother you anymore, i'm sorry that i'm a burden to you and you don't deserve a person like me. I hope you're living a perfect life ahead while I die.


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I met this boy in my freshmen year of highschool and I liked him from the moment I met him, but my (now ex) friend liked him as-well so I backed off. Eventually I stopped being friends with the friend due to a situation and because they were toxic, and I had a class with the boy. I noticed he was always alone, quiet, making jokes about dying, I noticed that he had sh scars on his arm and I wanted to help him. I previously held a sort of hatred for him because my friend would make insensitive jokes about me and him (before he even knew i existed) but I didn't want him to hurt himself, and he reminded me of my younger self. So i took him under my wing and got to know him, and we eventually became best friends. He had been cheated on numerous times and was fresh out of a relationship, I could see how fragile he was and I didn't want to hurt him so I made a promise to myself that I'd never hurt him and always try to keep a asmile on his face. Throughout our whole friendship all he did was insult me all the time, but I gained feelings for him by the 6th month we'd known each other. I tried to hide them because i didn't think I was his type and I wasn't allowed to have a boyfriend regardless. However I really wanted it to work out with him. To pause in that, I had another friend that knew I liked him for MONTHS, and then they asked me if it was ok if they could talk/flirt with him because they liked him. I didn't know how to say no, so i said yes thinking they'd realize that they were breaking girl code. Then, they went and kissed him when they only knew OF each other for a week, that same day the boy confessed his feelings for me. I was really confused and everything. Then the boy said he didn't like my friend because my friend is a boy and he wasn't "gay". I was hurt by both of them, but I was tired of putting everyone's feelings ahead of me; I always think about other people before myself and people never give a shit about me. So I continued to talk to the boy until I found out he was allegedly telling my friend that kissed him lies and then I stopped talking to him. Until over the summer when we reunited. I still don't know who lied because my friend says the boy lied when the boy says my friend lied, the boys story matched up but my friends story did not. Anyways, I had my first kiss with the boy over the summer, and then the following school year we were always with each other, We said our first i love yous to each other and held hands, and I was really happy with him until he started to hurt me again with the backhanded comments and telling me i'd "look better if i was white". I never stood up for myself or communicated, I'd just get mad and ignore him and then he'd apologize and I'd take him back and the cycle continued. I told him one day not to touch me a certain place while we were messing around and he did it anyways, after i brought it up and asked him not to do it again, he did it again the following week and I didn't want to ruin the mood by being uptight so I let it go. But it hurt. He knew of the past SA and the times I've been hurt and he said that he would never do it but he did it to me anyways. He's punched me before on the leg, extra hard, just because I made a joke, and embarrassed me in front of my friends on numerous occasions. I always felt like he only liked me for my body and not for me. One day we were talking and he basically told me he didn't want to be with me anymore, "unless i wanted to be friends with benefits". As i statedbefore, i can't date, and I've dated before behind my parents back and its never worked. So I made a promise to myself I wouldn't date anyone till I moved out my parents house, So he told me months ago that he would wait for me to move out and we could just talk and get to know each other and grow with each other. But he always pushed and pressured me to have sex with him even though I wasn't ready and didn't want to. He would say he would never force me or pressure me and then ask me fo head everyday and ask to have sex with me, and eventually i gave in and gave him a hj but I didn't even want to. One day once i broke it down for him that I wasn't going to have sex with him he completely switched up and told me that he didn't want to wait for me anymore because he thinks I'm going to lead him on. I was so pissed off because after everything he put me through, he thought I was the one that was leading him on and I was fedup with his bs and I blocked him and unadded him on everything. I felt better because it needed to be done, he disrespected me multiple times but then I think about the times when we were snuggling next to each other skin to skin, and he held me close and told me he loved me. I don't get how someone who treated me like that could also treat me like he didn't care about me. Everyday I think about him and wonder if he thinks about me too. I miss him so bad and since he left my life, my life has gone downhill and it's just been terrible. He treated me like shit but he loved me, even though it was toxic. I know that I need to move on and get over him, but I never thought i'd experience teenage love and I did. How am supposed to just let go of that? I hate bringing him up to my friends because I don't want to make it look like he's my whole personality but it hurts, I really miss him. I would talk about him any chance I got with my friends because he made me really happy. People would tell me I glowed when I was with him. I'm trying to go back to my old self and the way I was before but its been so hard, I truly do miss him and I doubt he will ever see this but if you do, I miss you like crazy :(


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I met this boy in my freshmen year of highschool and I liked him from the moment I met him, but my (now ex) friend liked him as-well so I backed off. Eventually I stopped being friends with the friend due to a situation and because they were toxic, and I had a class with the boy. I noticed he was always alone, quiet, making jokes about dying, I noticed that he had sh scars on his arm and I wanted to help him. I previously held a sort of hatred for him because my friend would make insensitive jokes about me and him (before he even knew i existed) but I didn't want him to hurt himself, and he reminded me of my younger self. So i took him under my wing and got to know him, and we eventually became best friends. He had been cheated on numerous times and was fresh out of a relationship, I could see how fragile he was and I didn't want to hurt him so I made a promise to myself that I'd never hurt him and always try to keep a asmile on his face. Throughout our whole friendship all he did was insult me all the time, but I gained feelings for him by the 6th month we'd known each other. I tried to hide them because i didn't think I was his type and I wasn't allowed to have a boyfriend regardless. However I really wanted it to work out with him. To pause in that, I had another friend that knew I liked him for MONTHS, and then they asked me if it was ok if they could talk/flirt with him because they liked him. I didn't know how to say no, so i said yes thinking they'd realize that they were breaking girl code. Then, they went and kissed him when they only knew OF each other for a week, that same day the boy confessed his feelings for me. I was really confused and everything. Then the boy said he didn't like my friend because my friend is a boy and he wasn't "gay". I was hurt by both of them, but I was tired of putting everyone's feelings ahead of me; I always think about other people before myself and people never give a shit about me. So I continued to talk to the boy until I found out he was allegedly telling my friend that kissed him lies and then I stopped talking to him. Until over the summer when we reunited. I still don't know who lied because my friend says the boy lied when the boy says my friend lied, the boys story matched up but my friends story did not. Anyways, I had my first kiss with the boy over the summer, and then the following school year we were always with each other, We said our first i love yous to each other and held hands, and I was really happy with him until he started to hurt me again with the backhanded comments and telling me i'd "look better if i was white". I never stood up for myself or communicated, I'd just get mad and ignore him and then he'd apologize and I'd take him back and the cycle continued. I told him one day not to touch me a certain place while we were messing around and he did it anyways, after i brought it up and asked him not to do it again, he did it again the following week and I didn't want to ruin the mood by being uptight so I let it go. But it hurt. He knew of the past SA and the times I've been hurt and he said that he would never do it but he did it to me anyways. He's punched me before on the leg, extra hard, just because I made a joke, and embarrassed me in front of my friends on numerous occasions. I always felt like he only liked me for my body and not for me. One day we were talking and he basically told me he didn't want to be with me anymore, "unless i wanted to be friends with benefits". As i statedbefore, i can't date, and I've dated before behind my parents back and its never worked. So I made a promise to myself I wouldn't date anyone till I moved out my parents house, So he told me months ago that he would wait for me to move out and we could just talk and get to know each other and grow with each other. But he always pushed and pressured me to have sex with him even though I wasn't ready and didn't want to. He would say he would never force me or pressure me and then ask me fo head everyday and ask to have sex with me, and eventually i gave in and gave him a hj but I didn't even want to. One day once i broke it down for him that I wasn't going to have sex with him he completely switched up and told me that he didn't want to wait for me anymore because he thinks I'm going to lead him on. I was so pissed off because after everything he put me through, he thought I was the one that was leading him on and I was fedup with his bs and I blocked him and unadded him on everything. I felt better because it needed to be done, he disrespected me multiple times but then I think about the times when we were snuggling next to each other skin to skin, and he held me close and told me he loved me. I don't get how someone who treated me like that could also treat me like he didn't care about me. Everyday I think about him and wonder if he thinks about me too. I miss him so bad and since he left my life, my life has gone downhill and it's just been terrible. He treated me like shit but he loved me, even though it was toxic. I know that I need to move on and get over him, but I never thought i'd experience teenage love and I did. How am supposed to just let go of that? I hate bringing him up to my friends because I don't want to make it look like he's my whole personality but it hurts, I really miss him. I would talk about him any chance I got with my friends because he made me really happy. People would tell me I glowed when I was with him. I'm trying to go back to my old self and the way I was before but its been so hard, I truly do miss him and I doubt he will ever see this but if you do, I miss you like crazy :(


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School is kicking my ass right now. It feels like I just can't make myself try anymore. Last semester I worked so hard I burnt myself out, I worked for a perfect 4.0 GPA and I achieved it and made my parents proud. But I went through so much last semester that I just ignored and now its catching up to me. I can't try anymore, I can't study, I can't ask for help. I failed my math class the first term and I might fail the class altogether and have to re-take it next year. I don't know why but I have this prolonged feeling of dread following me around. I've been having really bad sh ideations again and wanting to just harm myself in anyway which could be drinking or smoking. I don't want to tell my friends that I'm literally failing school right now because I don't want them to worry. I might even get kicked out. I'm trying my hardest but I'm doing so bad no matter how hard I'm trying. My parents aren't helping, all they care about is grades and chores and I don't have the mental capacity right now to focus on that. Im just trying to figure out how am i going to tell them that I might fail a class and have to retake it?


Anonymous

Fucking bitches just kill your fucking self, It’s already early in the fucking morning just shut ur mouth hell up 💀 fuck then bro the shit


Anonymous

My mom saw my sh scars and i made an excuse saying i petted a stray cat. How do they believe it so instantly? I mean, i'm happy she didn't find out and on the other hand it's sad you know? Like those scars don't look like scratches..


Anonymous

I left my previous job because of the toxic work culture in October 2023. I started an internship after a month which also has ended now. I am jobless and apply for jobs every day. I have been ghosted by many employers and also faced multiple rejections. I feel like a burden on my parents and my friends, I feel ashamed and dumb and my confidence and self worth is zero. i hate myself so so much I don't know what to do. I feel like dying but I don't have the courage to kill myself!!!! failing here as well.


Anonymous

im feeling suicidal


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I've been in a committed relationship for the past 6 years. I've been happy throughout my relationship with A****, the only thing that's keeping me sad and on edge is the fact that my partner likes to use his steel bottle instead of having sex with me. Am I ugly? am I feeling this because he is ugly? or is it something that men in general like doing?


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I see a lot of comments here venting out their heart full of grief. In my personal struggles I found peace and comfort in the love of Jesus. I would ask you to give it a try, I mean, it worked for me. I am not even a christian but there's something about Jesus that can't be explained in words... Hope it helps someone.


Anonymous

I delivered a baby one month a go and undergoing sleepless night and future thoughts as I lost my job, but my husband is drinking with his friend and boss to close his monthly targets. Why men doesn’t take responsibility to take care ter own health.


Anonymous

i hate everything. i feel like whatever i do is useless. i worked so hard but my grades aren't doing me any justice. I'm so tired.


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i hate everything. i feel like whatever i do is useless. i worked so hard but my grades aren't doing me any justice. I'm so tired.


Anonymous

I tried going to suicide prevention lines because apparently they "help". Been left out there for 2 weeks, all hope is just gone.


Anonymous

2023 was a shitty year. Come 2024, it has barely begun but it's been shit so far too. Not being able to completely achieve my dream not only for myself but more so for my mom, is crushing me slowly. I die a little inside every single day for being a failure, embarrassment and most of all, a disappointment. There are times wherein I find myself crying to sleep; other times, I feel numb. It's hard to wake up everyday and act as if things are okay when it's really not. I struggle thinking about ending my life when I know that I have to consider my family's feelings, especially my mom's. Even thinking about taking the easy way out is a struggle for me because I have my mom to think about. It's hard to feel hope when there's no silver lining and the people around me are achieving the things I want in life. Don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous of them. It's just hard to see someone else being able to continue the same dream when you've worked equally as hard. It makes me question if my family and I don't deserve to have a bit of hope in the midst of countless, endless challenges that we face. My dream was a shared dream -- something that my mom and I looked forward to. Now that it's been taken away from me so suddenly and unexpectedly, I have no clue how to go about my life. I'm traumatized now from failing and disappointing my mom. What I fear even more now is possibly not being able to help my mom and achieve her dream for the both of us. I prayed and prayed and prayed but it seems that my prayers fell on deaf ears. They say everything happens for a reason but I am too sad, frustrated, disappointed and mad at everyone and everything to discover that reason.


Anonymous

I'm so fucking close to ending my life, i hope i die before i turn 18. I fucking hate myself so bad.


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okay so I have 2 friend groups, and my one friend doesn't sit with everyone else because "they're not her people" but she and another girl have just been talking crap for like a fracking month now, about these other girls and how they're going to ruin these girls lives. and mind you, these girls are the sweetest, so I got really tired of hearing about this and all my other friends left the table, and so I decided to leave and go sit with my other friends. Now the girl I didn't sit with today was all mean about it and got mad at me, and made me promise to sit with her tomorrow (still mad at me btw). At the same time, my other friends are mad at me for not standing up for myself and leaving the table. I don't know what to do anymore.


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okay so I have 2 friend groups, and my one friend doesn't sit with everyone else because "they're not her people" but she and another girl have just been talking crap for like a fracking month now, about these other girls and how they're going to ruin these girls lives. and mind you, these girls are the sweetest, so I got really tired of hearing about this and all my other friends left the table, and so I decided to leave and go sit with my other friends. Now the girl I didn't sit with today was all mean about it and got mad at me, and made me promise to sit with her tomorrow (still mad at me btw). At the same time, my other friends are mad at me for not standing up for myself and leaving the table. I don't know what to do anymore.


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TW: SH, Suicide mentions and ED :) Ever since that one incident happened, i wasn't myself anymore. Due to personal reasons i won't explain what kind of incident and i apologise. I was 8 when i realized that the world was really cruel. Ever since i completely changed, i wasn't that happy kid anymore and i'm sure a lot of you guys would agree. I've gotten depressed and was lazy all the time (12), my grades dropped and my parents kept nagging me about it. My mom wished that i were dead, it wasn't the first time. This situation kept growing worse and i started to get bullied a lot. I hated the way i looked, my personality, the way I ate, my body and that really crushed my soul. It has been pretty hard to eat lately too, i ate a lot when i was 11 but now that i'm so fucking insecure and i hate it. I puked every time i ate a lot and had an eating disorder. I've started then at 12 to self-harm myself, i hated it but i got very addicted to it. It got pretty worse when i almost attempted. My parents came home and i couldn't attempt. I have social anxiety and wanted to help myself. I don't want to kill myself, i want a normal life, happier life, lovely friends who'll care about me and some may get what they wish others can't. I tend to keep my emotions with me, how i feel, how i am. Society's been cruel, every time you vent you're so called an "attention seeker" or "emo". I wish somebody would've taught me how to live life to the fullest, how to try to keep yourself up from harming myself. I just wanted to be loved, isn't it so hard? I think i would be better off dead, no one will miss me nor care. I'm not afraid of death, i just wanna be appreciated before i die. (age 15) Please don't harm yourself, it's bad and i hate it. I'm trying to recover but it's not always the case. Please don't give up, i love you and take care of yourself. You can do this.