Why marriage is so fantasized...why the girl side hav to be humble and accepting everything..why the boy side hav to give order..i hate this..why it is like this... My husband politely said before marriage that he doesn't want any materialistic things like bed and all from girl side...after his brother's marriage seeing them got everything...he is asking what if they compare between us...so we can also get ...I don't want anything but i don't want anybody to say thing...what's this..is it the right way....marriage is overhyped..these stupid customs and all i hate it..i don't want to burden my parents more after all they did for my marriage....this marriage and stupid customs

• November 25, 2022

Been feeling low on my worth and since college, I feel I have lived in the shadows of people. I wasn't like this nor did I want to be this way. I just feel I have lost myself or am I just in the process? does living in someone's shadow (people know you through someone's identity like oh she's her buddy or his girlfriend) a part of the process? I feel so unsettled with this.

• November 17, 2022

Heyy.. Recently a few months back I came out of a serious relationship. It was a good relationship and after a point we both couldn't understand each other so it ended up in a break up..it had been hard since. I am trying to find a soulmate in everyone I see.. even though I don't want that, my mind is really disturbed and I feel I am holding on to people. It's the worst. My thoughts are just random and I am running away from my own thoughts. It's so worse at the night. My chest always feels right. It's hard at many times. I don't know what is wrong. I don't want this heaviness in my chest..I just want to be free. I just don't want these kind of thoughts in my mind and my mind worries over all the petty and silly things too much. I don't like this.

• November 12, 2022

Having a messed up self esteem , in love with an ex whos in a relationship , no job, feeling bad cos other people are doing . dont even know where to start how to start totally clueless about everything

• November 12, 2022

It's fun but kinda amusingly messed up to know exactly what's wrong but be reluctant to address the same. Am I running from the problem? Or should I understand the emotions more?

• November 03, 2022

I don't know what's my purpose of life .😞 I really don't want to continue this life like this 😞

• November 02, 2022

I had somehow managed to get out of my parents' toxic house. Used to be a good student in college but whichever career path I chose was keeping in mind just my safety. Which ended up in my cv and work ex looking like a mess. At 25, I'm going to be kicked out of a company for the first time for addressing something toxic, I'm going to lose the home I had managed to create in a different city in past 3 months. Now with less savings, more self doubt and lot of misery I somehow have to figure everything out in 2 weeks. Sometimes it feels easier to just give up. I deserve respect, safety and a career. Always been a good student, always went through trauma, but it feels like its going to be a loop. Forever with me never getting better. Help?

• October 17, 2022

I had somehow managed to get out of my parents' toxic house. Used to be a good student in college but whichever career path I chose was keeping in mind just my safety. Which ended up in my cv and work ex looking like a mess. At 25, I'm going to be kicked out of a company for the first time for addressing something toxic, I'm going to lose the home I had managed to create in a different city in past 3 months. Now with less savings, more self doubt and lot of misery I somehow have to figure everything out in 2 weeks. Sometimes it feels easier to just give up. I deserve respect, safety and a career. Always been a good student, always went through trauma, but it feels like its going to be a loop. Forever with me never getting better. Help?

• October 17, 2022

Struggling with my own thoughts

• October 13, 2022

I am in a relationship with a clinically depressed person for the last 2 years. I try my very best to be there for them but i fail to do so. It drains me too. They end up taking all the blame upon themselves which in turn makes me feel guilty. Sometimes I try to put on a hard cover on myself but mostly i don't get hold of it

• October 09, 2022

I've been abused emotionally and physically, I've been cheated on, I've been threatened by another person to kill and pour acid on me, I grew up in a very toxic abusive household to which my mom used to hate me till I was 13,my brother who doesn't speak to me and a father who left me and always broke his promises, I've been taught to hate my body and face that I couldn't even stand to look at myself, I've been always left behind by the people I care and love, I've been lied to, made use of me for other peoples gain and even been sexually assulted. I think I covered everything a person could possibly bare but still tried to stand straight, I've been treated unfairly for so long it seems to an extent I really dont want to live anymore. I tried to earn everything in the right way to which each and everything failed me always; this journey is always going to be unfair towards me. I want to end it so badly that I give myself a huge hug if I could get out of my bed every morning. I wish I could atleast feel something and ask someone to give me answers what did I do wrong in my whole life to deserve this much pain cause I never did anything to hurt or harm others from the day I could remember.

• October 09, 2022

I don't exactly know what I feel.I kind of wish there was something wrong with me soo that would explain a lot of things. But if I'm not diagnosed with anything then how will I explain what I'm feeling or why I am the way I am. Everythings just ....... My moods are just .......... Its soo sad that all my interest to things are dependent on my mood.

• October 09, 2022

I am a 15 year old, and i geniunely just want to kill myself. I am ugly, I am not smart, I am not polite and nobody likes me

• October 09, 2022

Life is so frustrating!! I feel so suffocated and it’s like something or someone is choking me!

• October 09, 2022

I just feel so bad being alive , nobody literally cares. My parents are always fighting, taunting, scolding me . I get it alot almost all the parents do but idk this is weird . I just can't take it. I end up having breakdowns so often . They make me feel i am the ugliest human alive and i gotta work on myself . I just don't feel loved enough and they simply do not care enough. I've always felt this that they love my brother more and it just sucks to be the nicer kid and still be no one's favourite at all. I keep trying to be the best so they love me more . I did really bad in my academics and guess what my mental health isn't a reason , i didn't work hard enough. They're just always pressuring me and and i idk how to deal with all these emotions. It hurts me alot . I've been through so much child trauma being the elder sibling , I've seen and been through stuff alone . I get panick attacks at night , i am unable to sleep , focus on anything. I try talking to them but they just simply ignore what i say , they're always either or their phones or busy talking to someone or doing something. They still do have time for my brother but not me :) I wish they could understand me a little better , that i wanted love and not be compared with people all the time. I wish they could be a little better at parenting and loved me equally as they love my younger brother.

• October 09, 2022

I am a 26 year old woman working from home and i am not allowed to go out past 8 and I'm Constantly shamed for literally for everything at my house. Things were a bit okay before the pandemic but now it's just deteriorating and there are fights all the time. I'm trying to get out of the house but its a struggle and I'm constantly depressed finding it hard to even work

• October 09, 2022

Im married for past 6 months.my husband and I doesn't agree in a lot of things.we always fight over one thing.thats is to keep bindi..he was so obsessed with it.In the beginning he likes to see me like with bindhi sindhoor and white Ash thing.he feels that it makes me pleasant..And I started to say this I'm not comfortable with this.I like to dress up the way I want.. i like to be modern.we had fights for this simple issues a lot of arguments and lots of crying..i thought it's over..so recently I was wearing a modern dress..I doesn't want to keep a bindi..he insisted me like keep it will look good on you.i said I don't want it..He is said why are you not believing me.It looks lovely..But i didn't like the look..I asked what's the obsession with that..He said back of the mind he has a thought that only women who lost their won't keep bindi..and it reminds me of that..I don't know what to say and really can't accept the fact that he is so conservative..

• September 29, 2022

Sometimes I feel like I carry a ginormous board that says "Lost her dad" around my neck. And the board and the font only seems to be getting bigger and bigger as time passes by. Idk how to answer questions like "tell me about your family". I dread moments like that. I immediately want to go into freeze mode. But also don't know how to handle situations like this. All my life I've had to deal with people dying. I get it. Everyone does. But me? The number of deaths I've had to witness is above average. I consider death to be synonymous with my life. I'm not even sure if it makes sense. Like wtf?? This endless misery. It's been 2 years and I haven't come to terms with any of the incidents where I've lost people. I need to see a fucking therapist but God damn it, it feels overwhelming. I mean. FUCK.

• September 25, 2022

My relationship is over. I don’t know. He stopped putting in efforts and I am not able to put in efforts anymore knowing that this might end. It’s so hard to change and all I wanted was lots of love and support but he’s not well too. He doesn’t have it either. Plus he’s been watching a lot of reels on Instagram. I feel so worthless and toxic around him, despite trying so hard. I should move on. I can’t believe it’s over. I just can’t. But it is. And no matter what I do, I can’t change anything. I will miss what he gave me. So much love and support. He was all I needed and I didn’t know how any better in the start. I should’ve. I’m changing myself for him, I take therapy for him but looks like he’s tired. I’m alone. I’ve been here before. I’m a brave girl. I’m a strong girl. This too shall pass.

• September 24, 2022

He made me exit his life but yet expect me to stand outside his door without any expectations and never wish to open. I also out of my stupidity stood outside hoping that he would open the door one day and i could fling myself over him. But it never happened. I know this fact very well. Still i wait outside in his weather of emotions sometimes windy, sometimes sunny and most of the time rainy. Drenching in his emotion of rain would be my choice but even if i wish i couldn't leave. If i leave, it would hurt me even more. Is there any solution? Yes to leave this place forever to which I've to work hard even more. But does this really have to happen? In the end i have to regret and be punished for the mistakes I made. He asks me sometimes if i am happy or not to which i obviously reply that I'm happy. Do i have any choice left? He doesn't wish to listen to me anymore. From the beginning it was me being wrong. Mistook his charismatic behaviour and care for others as my love. And the worst part is i still wait he wud come back to me. Even his small disturbance makes me think that he is thinking about me. But no, everything seems to be an illusion for me. I don't even know which is real and which is fake. My mind already knows that he won't come back but something makes me wait for him. I couldn't see the sight of him having fun with other girls like we used to have once. I regret daily for the day i confessed that i like him. He says he isn't worthy enough for me. Who in the world is worthy? I am not asking someone to be worthy of me i just want someone to give me an unconditional love that I've been wanting since my childhood. Already had a traumatized childhood, traumatized teenage and still being traumatized. Do i deserve this?

• September 20, 2022

I never thought that I would hurt someone who means so much to me . He has been the best friend who has sat with me and my thoughts when I wasn't feeling good.. he has given me the reassurances the time I needed .. he means so much to me .. he is confident , cool ,smart... he takes things lightly. I have given something that might have shattered him to pieces. I am unable to forgive myself over this .. will he forgive me ? Yes he did. Will I be able to forgive myself and move forward ? I don't know

• September 16, 2022

Wfh is getting to me. I’ve lost myself

• September 14, 2022

One fucking loser cheated on me, gaslighted and manipulated me so much. The flashbacks keep coming in waves even though it’s been months since I walked out. Life is so beautiful, I can’t wait for the day when these thoughts don’t hit me anymore and I get to live my life to the fullest.

• September 06, 2022

Everything is fucking stupid!Stupid people,stupid life,stupid job,stupid goals and the next moment I fucking feel wow Amazing world,amazing people,amazing goals.What the fuck is wrong.

• August 30, 2022

Writing this with a heavy heart. It feels like I am struck in life between people and there is nothing left for me. Ironically the people are the ones who are significant to me to whom my opinions are insignificant. My parents and my husband. Feels like between their ego I don't get to decide anything for me. I don't know if its just me or somebody else goes through this. There is a complex dynamic involved and I really don't know if this is going to go well. Sometimes it's too much to handle and in the process of not hurting them due to situations I become the shield to take on the hurt. The shield is wearing off and I don't know if I can handle the trauma. In life I have had my share of traumas and it felt like the end of the world everytime, yet have overcome it somehow. This time it's too complex that all I wish I disappear somewhere.

• August 18, 2022

I saw them together. My ex and his new girl. I've seen how he treats her. Guess whattt, he is capable of loving people in the right way. THIS IS ABSOLUTELY ALL THE CLOSURE THAT I NEEDED. I thought I'd get sad or something but instead it was liberating. Now ik for sure that, I never like never ever want him back in my life. I'm like wayy tooo good to settle with someone who is any less than ecstatic to be with me. I'm just gonna work on myself, become the best freaking version of myself. I owe my self that much.

• August 17, 2022

Well i realised today that my husband is not into me anymore. And he has no feeling whatsoever, no words to tell. We are like 2 strangers in the same house, sleeping in separate rooms. He said , I have lost interest in everything in life , have no goals , am stuck in the same place . That he is tired of me. I agree , how can anyone love me or respect me if I don’t have love or respect myself. I have lost all hope. My relationship is crumbling, my work life is crumbling, my friends have become distant, and I feel like I am drowning in a quicksand

• August 08, 2022

Well i realised today that my husband is not into me anymore. And he has no feeling whatsoever, no words to tell. We are like 2 strangers in the same house, sleeping in separate rooms. He said , I have lost interest in everything in life , have no goals , am stuck in the same place . That he is tired of me. I agree , how can anyone love me or respect me if I don’t have love or respect myself. I have lost all hope. My relationship is crumbling, my work life is crumbling, my friends have become distant, and I feel like I am drowning in a quicksand

• August 08, 2022

Well i realised today that my husband is not into me anymore. And he has no feeling whatsoever, no words to tell. We are like 2 strangers in the same house, sleeping in separate rooms. He said , I have lost interest in everything in life , have no goals , am stuck in the same place . That he is tired of me. I agree , how can anyone love me or respect me if I don’t have love or respect myself. I have lost all hope. My relationship is crumbling, my work life is crumbling, my friends have become distant, and I feel like I am drowning in a quicksand

• August 08, 2022

Well i realised today that my husband is not into me anymore. And he has no feeling whatsoever, no words to tell. We are like 2 strangers in the same house, sleeping in separate rooms. He said , I have lost interest in everything in life , have no goals , am stuck in the same place . That he is tired of me. I agree , how can anyone love me or respect me if I don’t have love or respect myself. I have lost all hope. My relationship is crumbling, my work life is crumbling, my friends have become distant, and I feel like I am drowning in a quicksand

• August 08, 2022

Ik it's a really beautiful thing, the human mind. But I fkn hate it sometimes. Why do I miss people who are no good for me. All of a sudden I feel sad, distant from everyone and everything. Ik this too shall pass but how long do I wait, I want to be able to live without having breakdowns honestly. It just suckssss uk.

• August 07, 2022

Continuation to the previous rant. I get this random urge to text him, I don't want to text or anything but it just feels so weird uk, you talk to someone on daily basis for almost 3 years and now you don't even know if you should text that person. It's like you don't even know them anymore, like a whole new person with a whole new life. Feels like shit at times, but maybe that had to happen for me to move on

• August 04, 2022

Ughhh. Why is it soo difficult? Why does grief or sadness come in waves? I broke up with this person last November, it was on good terms and mutually, we started focusing on our career. We talked like normally, on daily basis like best friends, everything went really well. It was all good, until now. He started seeing someone else and then this fkn wave of sadness hit me. This part hurt me the most, the fact that he's willing to put on the work to get serious with her while he couldn't do that w me back then. I mean I get it, we weren't meant to be, I'm fine w it, I don't want to get back also. But what I don't understand is, why tf do I get this random sadness or that heavy feeling. Ughhh ik it's okay, I'll get through this, but i had to ranttt

• August 04, 2022

Hello Actually i want to visit to a psychologist or psychiatrist But I'm very worried about it I feel like I'm losing myself.

• August 02, 2022

I am 27 years old delivered baby last December 2021.I have very bad state of mind nowadays life is so hectic with the new routine and easily picking up fights with my husband i don't feel i belong here at my in law's place somewhere i find escape to go to my place.Last time i felt very genuinely happy was in the year 2018.2019 is when I got engaged though it's a love marriage i didn't understand adulting and got married didn't understand marriage life got a kid don't know what life plans ahead of me.Totally nothing is exciting in life.

• July 30, 2022

I feel so lonely. I see everyone having friends and hanging out happily day and night and busy with their life. But i am sitting in my house and watching their stories. I don’t have anyone even to go out on my birthday or to get any surprise cakes or gifts. Now a days everyone are reposting their birthday wishes stories posted by their friends and show how many friends are there for them. I don’t even have one person who is there to atleast remember my birthday and wish me and surprise me , except one or two. I feel so lonely . One true friend is also enough but Life without even a single friend is not that easy.

• July 23, 2022

I'm M 21, I live.alone about 150kms from my family. I feel like there's no one to listen to me. Few years back I was very genuinely happy about everything I had so many friends from school that I used to spend time with and ofc my family they were with me all the time. After I moved here for higher studies I don't feel connected with anyone. I really don't want to attend classes where I would sit alone. Even when I try to make friends, I couldn't. Problem is not that I don't have friends now. Problem is i was the happiest when I was with my old friends with whom I would share everything. I spend days without even speaking more than 50 words a day. I used to be the most talkative among friends. AND these exams and low attendance percentage is killing me from inside. I can read and score good marks ... But attendance percentage how will I have good percentage if I can't attend classes and no one understands this. All that management wants is attendance and not my mental health.

• July 17, 2022

I am so alone. It’s 2 in the morning and I want to cry my heart out , but there’s no one to listen. This feeling of loneliness is so so painful, and the only thing I hear now is the sound of my husband snoring

• July 17, 2022

I’m M 23, I have this fear for every single thing. I can’t even concentrate on anything. If anything good happens , my mind automatically thinks about the negatives that could happen. This is exhausting. Is it normal? I wanna know is there anything I can do to make me positive all time. I want to feel normal , loved. With this irrational fear , I’m afraid I can’t do anything.

• July 15, 2022

I'm F 23, I lost my father this Feb and i feel like I'm forced to move forward with life, people ignore my situation and bambard me with questions about my future plans. They advise me to work hard and come up in life inspite of the circumstances and not ask if i need a break. Every morning i wake up hoping it's all dream but face a painfull life.

• July 14, 2022

My(24F) husband (26M) 3 months into this arranged marriage said if this marriage has to workout, I should change myself completely to fit into their family's rules and regulations. I have clearly communicated everything about me before marriage. I have asked him prior marriage about all the things that I find importance to me and he responded positively to everything. Said there won't be any restrictions. Said we'll be a team. After marriage, he apologized and is now asking me to change. Cos "family comes first". If anything including my core values(I believe kindness costs nothing. They believe one must yell at others to get their point across) doesn't fit into family's rules book, I should change. He asks, "isn't that what every married woman do. I thought you'll change after marriage, like everyone does". Change. Change. According to him home is not a place where you find comfort or love but a social institution like school or college where you must follow predefined rules and regulations.

• July 13, 2022

Hi, I am a 35 year old woman, married, working in a tech company for more than 10 years doing the same job. I haven’t made any effort to improve my self professionally or personally . I have procrastinated every day , my job , my dreams , my goals. I am clueless about what I want out of life. I am an introvert with a 2-3 friends who are busy in their lives. I feel stuck , feels like the rest of world is passing by, people are living their lives. And I am here stuck , like a milestone on the road . I am stuck in my mind, I am tired really . I want to change . I hate myself my job . I tell this to my spouse my friends no one understands . They just think I am lazy , and just not interested. But I can’t help it. I feel like screaming , but the words don’t come out. I am afraid I will get lost

• July 09, 2022

Last year in a terrible bike accident I lost my best friend. I feel like I hav shut down myself after tat accident. I have free personal problems going on and she was my person. I used to share and talk everything under the sun with her. Too many things going in my life and head. I miss her and I can’t accept she is gone. Personal issues one side . I dnt feel like talking to anyone about how I feel coz I dnt want sympathy. But keeping things to myself is making me suffocate.

• July 09, 2022

It feels like everything is impossible no matter how hard I try. I keep losing hope every passing day, I'm scared all the time and and it's not fair , why should everyone have to make me feel like I'm running out of time, when i just 23 years old women. I'm too young to feel this way. I just wish to slow down time a while and maybe just sit and watch the sky

• July 09, 2022

Nothing is progressing. Mostly because I am not trying. Just staying home so day. I am constantly being useless in work. I keep working and it mostly ends up useless for the company. This makes me feel I won't be good at any thing else in life. So I am not trying to find any other job.

• July 06, 2022

24/7 i feel so low. I dont find a meaning to my life. Nothing feels like a reason to live for. Everyday i struggle myself with overthinking. I dont wanna be a cry baby .

• June 24, 2022

I feel worthless. I don't want to go on like this.

• June 24, 2022

My office sucks. I hate this place. One more day I'm here I will shout at them or cry in front of them I'm done

• June 24, 2022

My office sucks. I hate this place. One more day I'm here I will shout at them or cry in front of them I'm done

• June 24, 2022

Well honestly i feel conflicted yet i feel at peace Anyone out here talk to your parents once Sort out your issues with them Let them know what's in your heart Trust me it heals you

• June 24, 2022

Well honestly i feel conflicted yet i feel at peace Anyone out here talk to your parents once Sort out your issues with them Let them know what's in your heart Trust me it heals you

• June 24, 2022

We get used to certain ppl and things and they change in sometime and that takes a lot of effort to get used to it !

• June 23, 2022

I love my family a lot But i feel they are toxic and overly burdening Any decision i try to make on my own They try to make their way into it and dominate me. There was a time where my father hit me with a badminton racket and then with a steel ka kharchi and I felt broken and wanted to die But there were boards in my class so I didn't give up. All was fine and then we rejoice and celebrated my result. And the year went of fine Then in the next year my dad hit me again Then in the next year in the lockdown he hit me once again and then whenever I confront him he tells me all of this was my mistake and he told if i do this again he will hit me again Since then he hasn't hit me again but I don't fear him anymore now' because i know I'm strong enough now to handle things and give it back to him or anyone who tries to touch me there was a time when i was groped by a man in an event which made me feel very lost This made me loose all hope in life before but now as i live today i want to let go of every thing that happened in the past When I talked to my best friends about this they told me to report all this but honestly I don't want to do anything against my family Please tell me what to do to ease my pain The past is burdening me with rocks on my heart Can anyone suggest any way to ease this burden to make my life peaceful and Happy.

• June 19, 2022

Hey

• June 19, 2022

I really found someone soo good that I find it very sad to let him go…because of the uncertain future. I have been experience a lot of pain recently thinking of letting him go someday. Because not everyday you find a sweet person & just vibe. It makes letting go even harder when you know even they have the same feelings for you. And the fear you get in sharing it with anyone thinking that they might just dismiss thinking it is just a phase in life..why cant we just be with someone peacefully & be happy in life. Why do we have to convince family, religious traditions & society to be with a human whose got feelings just like anyone. After all life is short..nothing great than living together & making good memories with the best people & places in life…hope we all shall live in peace & let others tooo

• June 19, 2022

I’m so happy in this moment . Alas ! I’m pretty sure it won’t last long

• June 18, 2022

Adulting without having a father and grieving with his loss is so hard. Plus on top of that finding a job just after graduating to sustain yourself is so exhausting. I JUST NEED A BREAKKKK.

• June 04, 2022

My parents are so emotionally unavailable that it cannot be explained in words. If I get into some trouble, honestly, my parents are the last person I call; because if I do, they'll point the gun towards me and make it sound like it's all my fault and I'm a burden to them. Just imagine how horrible it feels when the people who are supposed to be your safe space are the people who are physically and emotionally abusive to you, wants to get rid off you and makes you feel like a burden? As a child, I stopped asking for things I used to like, because it was of no use. If I did ask for anything, all I got were the words, "WE ARE FEEDING YOU, AREN'T YOU GRATEFUL ENOUGH THAT YOU WANT MORE NOW?". It feels so horrible to know that I never really had a childhood. I never ever got something as simple as a hug from them. They gaslight me in every f*****g way possible. I feel like it's just of no use staying here anymore. I'm drained. Completely.

• May 31, 2022

I have not been at my best mental health during the past few years. I was sexually abused by my cousin when I was in 5th and my family knew about it since then. After few years something similar happened and I bursted out in front of my family which led them to talk to my cousin who had abused me now this cousin wants to apologize to me about what happened back then. I am not sure if I should forgive him or even hear out to him because he has tried doing similar abusive behaviors to others too. So how am I supposed to respond to him? Should I listen to him apologizing? I am just so confused

• May 28, 2022

I think privileged people need to shut up about how everyone has so many opportunities and chances to attain all things and they just choose to not do it.

• May 28, 2022

Rich kids do have it very EASY IN LIFE

• May 28, 2022

I am always feeling heavy as if I'm being put all the weight of the world. I can't feel light even. Even if I do, it lasts a while and then I get back to that way.

• May 28, 2022

How can you trust someone? How can you find your people? How can you finally be at peace and be with a group of genuine people?

• May 28, 2022

Can a person genuinely fall in love or is it just a concept made up by writers and artists?

• May 28, 2022

My partner broke up with me recently and I can’t get over him He don’t even have genuine reasons for breaking up wt should I do now I still have feelings for him

• May 28, 2022

Why do people change ? Even if they do why don’t they have courage to talk to their female partner?

• May 28, 2022

How do you know when you need help? What if the things you feel are just what you think, normal to everyone else, but makes you feel worse day after day. How do you know if it's just you? How do you know if not being able to physically and mentally leave your bed or take a bath is just being lazy or its in your mind?

• May 28, 2022

Hate how I feel like I'm too much and not enough at the same time. Like it sucks. I feel like people around me don't respect me enough because of the way I look, but when I think/feel like that I also realize that even my personality is not enough to get me the respect I think I deserve. Seeing pretty people everywhere gets to my head evey time. Also in my friend circle, body shaming is so normalized. Like it's so subtle that you'd not even feel like it's wrong at the moment, but when you think about it you realize how shitty people are treating you and how you let them do it. I'm mad at myself for giving people that power. I constantly feel frustrated about how people treat me but don't know how to make it right or deal with it. Recently somebody told me that, you will only be special to someone is very much below your standards??? Fuck that is so mean. And I hate that I love people giving my everything even if I know that it means nothing to them and will not mean that much to me either in some time. Like why put so much effort when you know it's not worth it!!!! Whyyyyyy do I always end up like that. All I want is to feel ENOUGH. All my life, I've always been trying, trying to be better, trying to dance, to write, to look better, to play the guitar, literally trying to be enough and I'm still trying. To be enough for people who treat me like shit. ARGHHHH

• May 28, 2022

Its the time to start the real without money , family support, mental and physical wellness but you have to reach your goals you have to show them what you're capable .

• May 28, 2022

You need courage to go ahead nothing make you weak

• May 28, 2022

Money attracts FRIENDS not BROTHERS 🫠🚨

• May 28, 2022

Money attracts FRIENDS not BROTHERS 🫠🚨

• May 28, 2022

I have been with my bf for over one half years now. Last year was tough with a lot of fights and growing apart and finding our way and place in the relationship. And then in January my bf told me he doesn't love me anymore. That he feels guilty and responsible for me and that is why he is sticking around. We have been trying for six months now. While we don't fight anymore and now that there are no actual problems btw us the main thing is missing - love. I still want us to work n I love him the same and understand him better and understand my own flaws better. But it sort of feels hopeless now like I am chasing after something that will never come into fruition. By June end if his heart doesn't change we decided to call it quits. I feel like I already know how it's going to end and now everyday with him feels like a memory that would end even before it starts. It's just sad really.

• May 28, 2022

To all the RCB fans… Hota hai…Chalta hai…Duniyaa hai!!

• May 28, 2022

I have had crush on this guy for 3 years and now he's my best friend and he like my classmate and now they're together.I feel soo much that I can't explain and I really need help because this is the second time I'm experiencing this.

• May 28, 2022

As the switch to master's is coming up my anxious self is peaking. Not having sufficient financial backing is terrible it absolutely crushes. Your parents though have good intentions don't realise the weight their words carry and they definitely aren't taking time to frame their sentences properly. Everytime my dad says something to me it tears apart. And after all this also I feel like I should have it all together because I'm apparently supposed to go into the mental health field so I should know how to deal with this but honestly I'm way overdue to get some garage time. I feel like I'm not even allowed to have a breakdown.

• May 28, 2022

The life has been circle where I find stuck

• May 27, 2022

i just want to escape this world i feel so lonely and depressed i just wanna feel happy that’s the thing i want right now

• May 27, 2022

Iam done, feeling so fckd up !!!want to let go of everything! But keep overthinking! Ughhh

• May 27, 2022

Good things take time . Better days are coming. Prioritise your mental health over your hectic work life ‘imbalance’ otherwise it will get to you in such a way that you won’t be able to take it ! Nothing is more important than mental peace or being happyyyy !!!! I mean ofc you’ve gotta thrive and earn etc but when you can find a job which can make you happy , why are you still here

• May 27, 2022