dec 20 2024, i got into a relationships with a guy i met in school, started off as friends and gradually became closer till i confessed. we went on a few dates and bonded together over similar interests etc, did the couple things together (kissing, hugging) taht stuff but the 4 weeks later, jan 11. he decided to dump me. for absolutely no reason?
well, i don’t know, he says it’s because he can’t handle a relationship rn with all the ‘other things he has going on’ but, is it really?
i mean that last week of our relationship, we were fine on monday. had small fight on tuesday but made up on wednesday and on thursday, he just started acting all strange and like a little pissed? hi checked up on him and he just said he was annoyed at something. i saw that he was consulting a friend at school, possibly ab something deep or liek complex idk. either way, on friday, he seemed pretty happy except for after school.
he has this habit of like self degrading himself which has always made me feel.. a bit conflicted?
he’s been played before and has alot of family issues along with suicidal tendencies. so ofc, being the ‘great gf’ i tried to be the white knight and ‘fix’ him. on said friday, he kept repeating in how i shouldn’t love him and it made me really worried that he was gonna dump me. we were so happy so ofc i didn’t want that at all.
i continued to comfort him and in the morning i wrote him like a little ‘im here fy’ type message and gave him some encouragement. he replies with ‘i love you’ and of course i say it back.
however, that’s when things took a turn. everything seemed fine for a moment before he started apologising and kept going like ‘i’m sorry i made you fall in love with me. you don’t deserve someone like me, you deserve more’ and i keep trying to comfort him. this goes on a loop for about an hour before he decides to call i quits and dump me, out of nowhere!