Hi, I am a college student and pursuing higher studies ,I've stuck on some past trauma, where I've suppressed my all emotions for a while that i thought i was not affected from the past happenings, but after that i found i become emotionally numb as mind and body stop feeling any emotions, i can't able to feel or process any emotion ,cant able to laugh or even cry, and fell into a sudden emptiness within myself and after i've realized my past mistakes that i done without even thinking that as a mistake, and all of a sudden those unprocessed emotions burst out and heart becomes so heavy and it feels like chest pain with some anxiety and extreme guilt with overthinking negative thought patterns, even a small negative thought leads to overthinking and the cycle repeats after that emotions gradually reappears but the problem is mind used to be in a state of fear,guilt.sadness.etc. so now i realized the mistakes and starts to focus on my career but now it fears joy and happiness and keep pushing me into sadness and guilt and questions my worth constantly whenever i feel motivated or march forward with constant rewiring of my pattern , i dont know what to do but all i can feel is i become anxious so frequently and it eventually leads to overthinking and those thinking can be felt around my chest area with a sharp pain, and heart feels so heavy with those unprocessed emotions i want to live happily for the rest of the life, but atlast i want to say i have emotions which fluctuates so frequently but mostly towards guilt, sad, fear, anxiety. Just wanted to convey those rants, Thanks.

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Honestly, I’m exhausted. I’m just a month away from finishing my BE in Biomedical Engineering, and instead of feeling proud or excited, I feel frustrated and stuck. I entered this course thinking I’d be surrounded by biology—the one thing I’ve always loved. But it turned out to be the opposite. Full of electronics, math, and concepts that never truly made sense to me or made me feel connected. I kept telling myself it would get better, that I just needed to adjust. I even tried IT because people around me said it had better scope, and I had help from someone I trust. But that didn’t feel right either. Nothing feels right. Now I’m at a point where I’m supposed to plan my future—PG courses, careers, all of it—but I feel completely lost. Everyone around me seems to have figured something out. They’re getting placed, applying for things, moving ahead. And I’m here... stuck in a loop of overthinking, comparing, and doubting myself constantly. I want to work in something meaningful, something that lets me love what I do. I love biology, life sciences, anything to do with humans and nature and understanding life. But the paths that involve that either seem out of reach or come with more of the same stuff I’m trying to get away from. I’m so tired of feeling like I’m falling behind, like I’m not good enough for this world’s pace. And I hate pretending that everything’s fine when inside, I feel like screaming. I don’t know what to do, or where to go from here. I just want someone to tell me it’s okay to feel this way—and help me find some direction again.

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Am very glad to share this testimony with everyone for the marvelous work Dr Aba has done for my life, 6months ago i was diagnosed with herpes virus and ever since then i have been very unhappy, i was so down broken everyday, until one day when i came across a shocking testimony about how Dr Aba cured someone of his herpes virus, without wasting much time i contacted him immediately on his email address: dr.abaherbalhome@gmail.com and after i explain myself to him about how terrible i have been, and he assure me that he will help me to cure my herpes virus,after he has prepared the herbal medicine he sent it to me and when i have received it and started using it i was totally cure within 2weeks, i am forever grateful to Dr Aba for helping me out with his herpes prescription that cured my virus. contact his email address: dr.abaherbalhome@gmail.com or you can call or whatsApp his Mobile number:+2348107155060

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I'm a CA student just wanted to vent my anxiety! And need guidance

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Hi I'm 28 yrs female, ellathukum bayam ah Iruku but yean nu theriyala I feel like I'm the worst creature na seirathu than thappu nu last ah ennaiya ae blame panna veikranga but avanga pandrathu enna nu enaku theriyala no one is perfect here but yean enakum ithu nadakuthu

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I often find myself shivering or having Unconscious tremors. My heart rate gets high out of the blue and I have trouble sleeping at night! I want to change but I can't.

Feeling pressured by myself

Feeling lowest all time and pressured by myself

I just got accepted into a PsyD program and I am now having major imposter syndrome and major anxiety related to the time requirement, the work load, and the intensity of the program.

Really worried

I don’t know to manage my time effectively even I cannot decide what type of session I need here

I am preparing for one of the challenging competitive exams- NEET PG for which my life is at absolute standstill right now. I have sooo many interests in life and i am scared that i wouldnt be able to perceive it

Feeling soo unproductive and I have lost my job and I'm just 24 with lost of loans on my name very frustrated without an job I don't know what to do

I've been struggling with not so frequent depression and frequent mild anxiety attacks for the past 6 years. I haven't worked enough to repair myself, i want to now.

Friends...have hurt me

anxiety prevents me from moving forward in life

Hi i don’t know what happened to me but i always think of hurting myself like i’ll trip myself so that i’ll go down rolling on the stairs and holding a knife thinking if i should stab myself is it normal?

I get anxious thinking about tomorrow's presentation

I have a problem with house shifting. I am staying in a house where the notice is extended for more than a month. My new rental place is not ready and looks like it is getting late to vacate. I am reluctant to reach out to current owner to ask for extension, I am not sure how to handle this situation. Feeling very much worried and fear. When i think deep about me I feel so much feared to talk to house owner as I am worried if my conversation fails and it will give a bad name for me. Not getting good sleep at all for last few days, this worry I can't calm myself from.

I started started my CA journey in 2023 immediately after I completed my 12th grade. Foundation was extremely easy for me because mostly everything I studied in foundation was same as that my 12th portion except Law and I passed in Jan 2024 (65%) in the first attempt. I was happy that I passed thought I didn’t get the marks I expected I would get. Then I started my intermediate preparation in the same institute where my friends were and that was the biggest mistake I ever did. I couldn’t understand what they were teaching and even though I got my doubts clarified with my friends I wasn’t entirely convinced with their teaching. Then I started buying recorded classes from outside which was really helpful for me in the beginning. I didn’t stop the offline classes that I was going bec I had classes only from 7 to 1pm also I didn’t have the courage to tell my friends bec they are pretty judgemental and it was the 1st time I got a group of friends after a long time and I didn’t want to lose it also I didn’t want to disappointed my parents about talking my studies so I kept my mouth shut abt it. Then came the actual problem, I started having classes from 6 am till 4pm and I used to come home by 5/5:30pm as my house is far away from the institute also I used to go and come back in my scooter so by the time I came back I used to be totally exhausted and I couldn’t revise or study from the recorded classes and they started to overlap on each other as a result to distract myself from all these issues I started to get addicted to my phone and it got worse and in April mid of 2024 I was totally fed up of me that I broke my phone to pieces it was a brand new phone and it hasn’t been a year ever since I got it. Then after a few seconds I was extremely guilty of what I did I couldn’t stop my tears. As a punishment my parents decided not to buy me a phone till I complete intermediate but they didn’t know the reason as to why u broke my phone. Then I started using my tablet for study purpose and as days went by I couldn’t balance both and portions started to accumulate a lot and I could focus on the recorded or offline classes anymore. To over come this I again started getting addicted and this time to YouTube, Netflix, movies and so on…. And it got worse. I was diagnosed of OCD back in my 12th grade but my parents didn’t pay much attention to it as it was a tabbo topic to them. The offline classes ended on sept 2024 and at that time I had an extremely strained relationship with my friends bec they all are extremely studious and I became a part of the group in foundation because I was a studious person but as I was not studious in intermediate our friendship strained a lot, even when I confronted them they said it wasn’t like that. They never helped my or supported me in my journey (intermediate) unfortunately even when I looked visibly disturbed to them. I had my study holidays from sept to dec 2024 and my intermediate exams were in Jan 2025. I had a huge load of portions to cover and I kept on procrastinating until November 2024 when I finally started to study. I studied for like 12-15 hrs a day from the 1st of November till 5th of November and I got burned out extremely bad. I started hiding under my bed, stay in the dark, won’t talk or look at my parents, couldn’t sleep or eat, stay sad and angry all the time and cry non stop. My parents noticed something was extremely wrong with me and took me to my councillor and she gave a list of tests that I should attend and after attending it I was diagnosed with OC (without the D), early stages of depression, sever anxiety, ADD (without the H) and so on… My parents felt extremely bad for me and I decided to give myself a break and heal myself and start my CA intermediate journey from scratch. When I told my friends that I won’t write in Jan 2025 they were like okay and then that’s it, they were least bothered about why I didn’t write the exam. Which was extremely hurtful for me because I had the exact same kind of friends back in my school (worse than them) and they know the whole story and it’s because of that I don’t trust people or talk with people easy still they were just like some bunch of 0.01% top A+ hypocrite ppl. Only then I realised that they actually became my friends after hearing my 10th and 12th marks. I studied in CBSC and I scored 98% and 94% respectively. I felt like shit that I was just the same kind of naive and dumb person since my school days. Then I started studying my taking medications. But unfortunately I could study for only 5-7hrs per day which is were disheartening because I’ve my exams in May 2025. Then I decided to write only one group (group 2) in may. I’ve finally come out of my phone addiction now and have started to study something nowadays but my mother unfortunately doesn’t acknowledge it and just focuses on the time that I wasted and not on the time that I focused on and she keeps on nagging me bec of it. When I burst out because of it, that’s it she bursts into tears and asks sorry repeatedly which pains me very much. If anyone talks anything related to CA or CA exams or my friends, my mood is completely gone for the day. I get mood swings pretty often lately and trying my best to cope up with it. Finally, should I be happy abt what I’ve accomplished now which I haven’t been able to accomplish in the past few years or should I be sad about what I haven’t been able to accomplish for the past few years? I don’t know Ig time will teach me that lesson and hopefully I will move on from this phase soon…❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

I think my boyfriend’s an asshole. Im 18 and he’s the first guy I’ve ever dated. Im realizing now that I’ve been too naive in our relationship and too trusting. If you asked me a 2 months ago if I ever though my bf would lie to me for weeks and allow me to defend him to my mom I would’ve never believed it

i wasted my entire year, i am so fucking weak at studies. i was a topper last yearr and a failure this year. i fucked up, i still hate the fact that i decided to drop and fucking online instead of joining an institute or a god damn coaching, i am emotionally frustrated. anxious, depressed. i just hate my life to the core, i really have no one to talk. i just want to call somine adn tell all the things to get the burden off my chest, i just hate my life. want just end it, I FUCKED up nd have one in my ifee, and my parents think my drop year is going fucking welll, i am disappointmeny

I feel completely hopeless, anxious for the future, and angry at toxic family that refuse to leave me be.

I’m so done with my life I’m 23 now and not one step to close to the lifestyle I need. I am lazy and have messed up very crucial year of my life. I’m in off and on relationship with my boyfriend since past 4 years. I need to make serious and several changes in my life!!!

There come a time in a man's life where you have to do something about your problems or your problems always walk all over you. I'm going to stop doing coffee and nicotine and get right with God in life. I believe in Jesus so much and I'm going to get some therapy and psychological help. I'm a big mouth and I never fit in anywhere. I am going to lose 130 pounds of fat and gain. 45 pounds of muscle. I'll take my zyprexa soon and decafinate from coffee. I'm drug free for life. I'm going to save up a years pay and go pay off all my debt