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So we were all drunk and my best guy friend made out with this other guy the other night and danced with this guy many times, and it made me really upset and i walked out of the party and since then whenever he mentions this guy i feel weird and frustrated about the whole situation.

I feel unwanted

I feel unwanted

I feel unwanted

i feel like i am a fake person

Sheshagiri haraam jaada

While I continue trying to talk to other guys hoping to find "the one", I wonder if I'm even ready for a relationship. They say nobody is ever ready, however, I can't help but not believe that. I truly believe, someway, somehow, it is possible to be ready for a relationship up until a point. I'm unsure if I can ever reach a point where I'm slightly ready. I'm distrustful of others so I keep a well-kempt guard up. I can't stand superficiality so I keep small talk to a minimum which hinders the progression of my relationships. The idea of a relationship terrifies me.

I dont feel safe at home anymore, ive liver here for over half my life and I don't feel safe. I feel safer at my new school or my gfs house(been there 2 times) than i do at the house ive lived in for 10 years. I dont know, its just been a rough day, i feel like my parents are making me loose my teen years by limiting everything and watching my every move

Why cant I have a perfect life.. I also want friends that actually care about you. I also need a bf who loves u.. i look at instagram and see everyone living their perfect lives with perfect grades and friends and what sover.. can u imagine i don't even have 1 guy friend. It was never easy for my to make friends, it still isn't.. i hate the fact that I'm autistic which makes my classmates look at me differently just because I need some extra help. They don't want to be friends with me.. I'm not even pretty.. my friend group conisist on 3 people. I never socialize and I'm such a disappointment to my family

I have never felt this way before in life. I feel god is away from me. I used to take pride in my job but I have no job now.. I have been struggling. I have no friends and family members now because I came away from my country and could not make friends here. I used to take care of my father now I am unable to because I have no good job. I cant leave this country too because I am married to someone here. God please help!!!

I want to be a boy. Being a girl brings me no joy. I want to be a boy.

My dad never wronged me and was nice to me my whole life, but he treats my mom so badly. Not in physical abuse but he put us in debt and put the money my mom collected for our house into shares. It took her years to collect the leftovers of his salary and now he dropped it into shares and already lost 30k. My mom doesn’t want me to be mad at him when he’s doing all of this and they’re on a break rn. Every second passing hurts my head, heart and soul I want to end this but there’s nothing proving it’s ending any sooner. I’m a senior and my future isn’t very clear. It feels like hell.

This days, i feel left out by my friends. It feels like i'm the one who's begging for their attention. And i feel like i'm just a failure to my family. I feel like giving up. Like to the point i'm thinking that i'll put a rope around my neck and hang myself.

fucking addicted to weed and have been smoking it everyday for past 5 years now and now i am at a stage that i actively want to cut it out of my life or maybe have it sometimes because it is totally fucking up my finances and i want a way to feel the same way or to be as calm as i am when i am stoned but without the weed. sorry

The full and total repulsiveness of myself could be written about by the greatest scholars for a hundred years with no repeating points. All men are told to slay dragons and I am the dragon that I must kill. I look like a balding male orangutan that makes frequent use of date rape drugs. I am foul in smell no matter the precautions I take. I have no value monetarily, intellectually, or emotionally. My handwriting is illegible. I don’t have hobbies or friends nor a romantic relationship. I suck both money and fun from my family members. When I was a child I attempted to touch my sister’s breast. When I was a young teenager I peeped on my sister. Once in a game of truth or dare I pressured a friend into sexual activity. I have many times suddenly heard the crack of my fist upon my head but I deserved it. I have many times scratched my arms and face with my fingernails and I deserved it. I have used a belt to flagellate my back with both the point and the buckle and I deserved it. I have at the most twice actively planned suicide and I should have gone through with it. I can no longer commit suicide as my sister relays to me nearly every time she gets home from college that her greatest fear is getting the call that I have committed suicide. I love my sister and I can’t do that to her. Not after what I did as a child. I wish to cut the hands that touched her and blind the eyes that saw her but then I would be institutionalized which is the same as death to me and likely similar to her

is it weird for a guy to live with 8 other girls?

Lord, I’m not ready yet.

I want to kill myself

There's this girl who I really love and for a year or two we've been back and fourth saying we like each other but we can't, this is because I'm only 15 (she's 16) and we met online around 5 years ago and don't think we can meet in person for a good while. A couple months ago some things happened and we took a very short break from talking (it was only for about a week but we had been consistently talking everyday for a couple years so it definitely felt strange to me) and when we started talking again it became apparent to me fairly quickly that we had begun to think differently. I still and still do hold out hope that maybe we could happen one day with time, whereas it seemed she felt we should give up on the idea of a romantic relationship between us because it won't happen. Yesterday we spoke about it and she told me she's still not fully sure how she feels but she thinks I should move on. I know she's probably right but I don't want to give up hope that easily. I know I'm only 15 and so it's probably ridiculous to feel this deeply for someone but I really do love her and I thought me and her could have the most amazing future together if we just waited for things to align. I understand she doesn't want to pause everything for me and it would be selfish for me to ask her to, I've made sure she knows that I'll be with her every step of the way as a friend even if that means watching her find someone better for her, I just don't know what I should do from here and if I'm stupid for being this attached to a girl I've never even met in person. Thank you for listening.

I'm 15M and I feel disgusted by myself, fully repulsed. I masturbate far too often, but I can't ever stop. I get impulsive thoughts about women I pass on the street which I hate myself for. My room is a mess and frankly gross, I found silverfish in here the other day. There's this girl I love more than anything who I can't have, situations dont align and I only know her online, I feel like if she met me she would be disgusted too and I'm told that these things are normal and that i am a normal kid but for some reason I can't bring myself to believe that. I just think I am disgusting.

I hate my mother

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I don’t know who I am. I'm just a reflections of how people see me and treat me.

Living with BPD isn’t easy but I’m trying. And it’s not an excuse to my actions or comments. Rather it’s an explanation that my mind is sometimes a living hell.

Its so difficult to find your dream job when you know your dreams will never work out.

They don’t understand. I don’t feel my emotions, I survive them. And I feel like I’m just burning up inside with the shame of not belonging or understanding like others.

I fucking hate my older sister so much she’s literally the most evil person in the world and is super cunning and deceiving but no one sees it but me and my little sister she ruined our lives she has a fucking eating disorder abd makes it everyones problem she makes uncomfortable about our bodies and it has made me self conscious shes so disgusting shes ryining my life as well i hate her so mich the sight of her boils my blood i keep imagining myself beating her up and crishing her skull into a pulp i genuinely wish her nothing but the worst in life she is so incredibly selfish and self absorbed and gets moody and snappy when we dont give her 100% of our attention i hate her in such an unimaginable way and ive never hated anyone before i dont hate anyone else literally obly her

i wish i could sleep for a long time

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